I Hate Today.
I Like Today.

“Today” would be referring to 5March10. (Yeah, I’m random, I know/)

Good Morning one and all, it’s 12:37AM (Saturday, 6March10) and I have a headache.
Let me blog about yesterday then.
No No, the day before yesterday. (Thursday)

One funny thing that I remembered.
I came out of the toilet and realised that 4-5 people were queuing to get toilet paper from the cubicle I was in.
&There was preeeeetty little left.
So they were like, “Ration the toilet paper. One square per person!”
I was like laughing awayyyy! &Of course, counting my lucky stars that I had tissue.
HAHHAHAHAH!
Oh well, our school’s toilet is so pathetic, we don’t even have toilet paper.
Seriously, WHO RATIONS TOILET PAPER. (?!)

Friday.

Math was horrible.
Really.
I hated myself.
Correction, I hate myself.

SS test was relatively okay.
I hope I get decent marks.

Picked wood with Chua&Peiying during lunch for the Outdoor Cooking Competition.
Siming&Jinny joined us a little later.

OUTDOOR COOKING COMP!
Hibiscus&Swallow – Group1 (:
&heck yeahhh, our patrols did pretty well together I guess.
Our fires were one of the first to start, so I was feeling quite happy, really.

Menu;
Spaghetti & Scrambled eggs.

Our spaghetti turned out horrible ’cause of the noodles. (Something gravely wrong must’ve happened to it during the cooking process!)
However, our egg turned out fine(: LOVE OUR EGG!
Especially, Yours Truly cooked it. (While sacrificing her fingers to get burnt&cooked in the fire!)
I admit I was feeling kinda pissed off at some point. ‘Cause of certain thing people said/did/did not do.
Sometimes people just don’t get the hint huh?
I’m not showing how pissed I am cause I just can’t. It’s like, I’ll feel guilty once I get angry and show that person that I’m damn pissed.
In the end, it seems to me like I’m digging a deeper grave for myself.

Curse this shittt.

Anyway, thought of an idea for dance, which I think is pretty good.
At least, better than the current ideas (?) that we have.
Hopefully, all will turn out fine.
But I know it’s not gonna be easy.
Especially when not ALL of us are really enthu with working on this.
THAT, makes me unhappy/stress = NO GOOD.
I tried researching for the dance.
What I mostly got was crap (sorry to be mean but I’m not in a mood for flowery languages) by the wannabes. I saw the dance and just went to myself, What The Heck Is That?!. &Only one or two nice ones but sadly, not the kinda choreograph I had in mind.
Gave up after wasting so much of my time.

Shall not dwell on unhappy things, no more.
Like next week’s activities. (DAMN SIAN!!)
&2PM’s situation is like. WOAH. I shall just be a bystander for now.

): is what I am.

:D is what I wanna be.

I believe in Magic(:
I believe that I can watch Alice In Wonderland (the movie) even if it’s NC16 or not.

:D FO = HAPPINESS.
Yes, I’m headed to happiness now!!


hellohellohello!

A new day(:
Because it’s 12:51AM nowwwww.

Let me just blog about the details of yesterday (Saturday, 27Feb10) since I’ve only lived today (Sunday, 28Feb10) for the past 52Minutes as of now.

Woke up at 1030AM after sleeping at 3AM. (On my dearest computer of course)

LAZED.
THE WHOLE DAY.
Did a LITTLE homework. (Therefore, have to chiong engχ tmr = DIE)

Went for tuition!
DAMN CONFUSING. I didn’t understand a shitttt):
&Joey was pretty tired and all.

Went Causeway to meet my mum for dinner/shopping.
She bought some stupid health supplements.
Like so many bottles. UGH, waste of money!
Had a leg cramp when I was in Watsons. RAHHH!):
I was kinda freaking out.

OH!
My mum met her friend from 20YEARS AGO.
Like, woahhhhh!
It was even before she married. They were classmates.
&They recognised each other.
Pretty cool huh?
As in, after 20years, you wouldn’t even recognise most people you knew before. They age and all. But this was really cool.
hahahah. I wonder if I would still recognise my friends/seniors/juniors on the streets 20years later. Hmm, a nice thought(:

I stoned for quite some time, leaning against the railings eating my ice-cream. (Gelare FTW!)
I stared down at the people who were on the escalators and walking around below me.
I was wondering;
What if I dropped the Ice cream & ice cream cone by accident.
Hmm, funny thought :D

Well, I’ve been on for two whole hours doing the PE Project.
Compiling isn’t as easy as anyone thinks.
Adding to the fact that people claim that I’m a Perfectionist, which I think has an amount of truth in it!

Hmmmm, I’m really tired of looking at so many words.
But one more thing. No, two.
Gotta go allkpop & 2OD to update first.
Then I’ll go back to FO.
Darned, it’s one of the final episodes.
Feeling not happy at all about it! D’:

&I didn’t go to 2OD before this ’cause I had this feeling I would be damn emo in this post ’cause of the incidents.
Damn it.
)’:

I hope all will be well.
For Everything.

See you next week!(:
Please hope for the best.

J.

보고싶어.


This week. Totally SCREWED.
I don’t know what the heck’s wrong with me or with my life.
Something’s seriously wrong with my luck meter.
It has plunged so low, I can’t even see where it stopped.

Monday.
Thinking Day was pretty much a success. (Luckily!)
Well, forgot to bring my pinafore.
Borrowed from general office & got a lecture.
Then, got caught by MrsGoh for not bringing my nametag (which is supposed to be on my pinafore)
Wasted 40Cents getting a freaking dogtag.

Hmm, can’t remember what happened for the rest of the day.
But yeah, it was pretty much a damn bad day.

Somewhere this week.
Got back my Lit test (Second one this term).
Pretty happy with my results(:
but I got a point lower than my previous test.ed.
Which means a grade lower. Damned.
It’s an A2+B3 =A2 (Looking at percentage)
No hope for my other subjects.
AM&Maths: Shit You.

Today.
I was in a freaking lousy mood since morning.
1. ParkJaebeom’s Situation. (Which I found out yesterday, 25Feb10)
2. Bio Test. (Felt so unprepared..)
3. AM lesson. We were learning diff of the coordinate geom.
Whattheshit. My coordinate geom is shitty enough. Now differentiation is just making it more confusing.
I wanted to cry. Really really. I just felt super stressed all of a sudden & so disappointed in myself for not understanding something simple.
I was trying to hold it back. It would seem totally stupid&retarded to cry ’cause you can’t solve a freaking AM qns right? but it’s not that. It’s just all the stress that’s been accumulated in me. Having to do some confusing AM qns? Yeah, just made me feel a whole lot worse about myself. (I just got back my AM PPR at that time)

So yeah. Felt super lousy.
One term’s almost up. &these are my results? I can forget about taking Os.
Freak Shit.

Hmm, only two things can cheer me up about my results.
My tingxie (Which is not a large % compared to my lousy tests), Lit.
Yeah. Sucks.

Bio Test today.
I’d better score well. Or I’d just. I don’t know. Sigh..

Guides today.
Pretty much the dancing.
Yeah, was alright!
I need prac.
—————-

ParkJaebeom.

Please come back.
HOTTESTS say, Again&Again, “기다리다 박재범”.

& JYP.
I really do not trust him.
What is he doing?!
I want an answer. We want an answer. HOTTESTS wants an answer.
I’m pretty much on the side that JYP’s lying to us, giving us false information.
Does he seriously think we’re idiots?
The answer is NO, we’re not.
Because of his own selfish reasons, he has to harm Jay like that? Is that true?
I hope it’s not. I want to believe that JYP will bring Jay back (to his best efforts) and is not making up some story.
However in circumstances like these, I cannot trust JYP anymore.
I just hope, with all the might that I have, that Jay will be back.
That everything will be alright in the end.
Afterall, There is an resolution to everything.
&I believe that in this case, Jay will be back.
I’ll wait.
Cause,
2PM=7Members.
&
OneDay=11Members.

2OD’s youtube acc was suspended.
All my videos that I’ve been waiting for so long to watch. – GONE.
Damned.

Told you, this is not a good week.


A Happy Day :D

19Feb10

Hello!
你好!
안녕하세요!

HAHAH, Okay. I know I’m being super-deee-duper lame. But It’s a Friday!
&I don’t have guides today(: (‘Cause we’re celebrating Thinking Day tomorrow @ the Indoor Stadium)

6:36PM right now.
I’ve done nothing much except going on FB and waiting for my videos to load for awhile.
EP18 of WGM (Kwon-Gain) shall be completed today! Then I’ll prolly move on to Dream Team (With dearest Junho!) :D
‘Cause 2ODsubs have only subbed till there.
Anyhoos, I’ve a TON of videos to watch :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Which, of course, is fantabulous. The only thing is that there’s something called School (damn) & Os (damn!).

Ohman.
My mum just came back.
Apparently, she didn’t even go to work.
That’s great. ‘Cause I can eat dinner now(: Without having to starve till 8PM Plus.

Hmmm. OH.
That tian called said that I was STUPID to the Grace people.
She didn’t say my name but she was talking about me.
FREAK HER.
How can she call me stupid?! WHICH TEACHER CALLS THEIR STUDENT STUPID.
Bloody Hell.
Damned.

Anyway, past two days in the MRT we’ve been seeing PDA.
SUPER GROSS.
&Our comments may be a little loud. But heck yeah, they deserve to hear them.

Anyways.
Shall get back to my videos and get a life! HAHAHHAH :D

Bye Bye!
再见!
안녕히가세요!

:D


CNY, DAY TWO(:

15Feb10

Annyeonghaseyo! ~

HAHA, I wasted my whole day doing NOTHING today.
Other than sit in front of the TV from morning till 8PM.
&After 8PM, I’m using the computer.
I didn’t touch the damned HW. Didn’t touch my tingxie list. Didn’t touch Lit.
ALL DUE ON WED.
I’m freaking screwed!! ):

EHHHH.
OH! I opened my angpows(:
Nah, I don’t think I received a lot though.
Hopefully i’ll get more(:
Hehehe.
I know I’m not supposed to open it till after the 15th day of the lunar calendar. But heckkkk! :D

OHNO.
It’s almost 9:30PM.

Okayyy, I shan’t waste anymore time!
GONNA WATCH MY SHOWS NOW :D
‘Cause that equals Happiness!!

FO, WGM, Dream Team, U-Kiss’ Vampire Show, Maknae Rebellion, Strong Heart. AND MANY MORE.

So,
Annyeonghigaseyo! (:


HAPPY CNY & A SUPER DUPER VALENTINES’!! :D

OH. It’s 1:23PM now. (Cool Huh!)

Went out on Friday (12FEB10) with LLS Outing peeps.
Not all though):
There was me, sher, chyi, claud, ms, prosper, weiheng, jianann.
Anyways. Killed time by going around orchard. &We really took so much pains finding some place to eat dinner.
Settled for Fish&Co. (My first time :D )
Yupp, went home later! TIRED~
I pretty much enjoyed myself. HAHA.
I still remember laughing with pros about the sweets coting $4.50. HAHA! (Random memory)
&totally begging for ms to go *__* I just killed my image.

Watched a couple of videos. (Not the ones which I planned to watch yet though *__* )

RED SOUL!
Their voices are like WOAHHHHH. Seriously, the best acapella group I’ve heard.
Their voices are totally comparable to 2AM’s.
I’m totally touched and speechless when I hear them do their thing! :D

I LOVE THEIR MASH-UP OF 2PM’S TIKTOK + HEARTBEAT.
(Firstly, they’re great songs by 2PM. Secondly, JUST LISTEN!)

OHMYGOSH!. HAH. I’m so blown away, really.
(&THEY RAP)
They hardly need background music please, they can do it live :O (Amazing, ain’t it?)

Insomnia + Closer Mash-Up!

Okay, the sound system isn’t that good.
But, WOW! :D

On Star King.

I Especially love the part after 4.52! :D
(AGAIN&AGAIN!) HAHA, Look at Junho <3
&&the guy with the white blazer&bow! :D
If I'm not wrong, his name's Park Boo Kyu, The Leader.

Okay. I shall stop! HAHAHH! But shall continue replaying their cover songs :D :D

Ugh, my mum's being irritating again ):<

Ouch. Got a headache):
I'm feeling slightly sick.
RAHH.

I don't wanna waste time blogging already. I shall go watch my videos now!! :D

"TikTok TikTok TikTok, Listen To My Heartbeat". STUCK :D


H-E-L-L-O, spells HELLO :D

AMATHS TEST TODAY.
I guess I screwed it. Plane Geometry is horrible.
Binomial. Well, screwed that too. Cause I made so many careless mistakes):

SS GA. (Supposedly Tmr!)
I screwed the Proving Qns real bad. Sigh.

Getting AM paper back tomorrow.
Bad Thing.
Starting AM differentiation topic Tmr. (Which will last about 7-8WEEKS)
OHMYGOSH D:
But I’ll be a little more prepared ;D
hehehehhe!

CNY Celebrations tomorrow!
I’m always looking forward to the Dance most(:
Whoo.

Right after celebrations, there’ll be lessons. English lessons.
NO FAIR.
Other Schools get half a day off please D:

OUTING (dinner) TOMORROW :D
With LLS Outing peeps!! Just that some (unfortunately) aren’t able to go):
Looking forward!(:

I wanna go off soon!

So.
To end it offfffff,

HAPPYBIRTHDAY OUR GIANT-MAKNAE OF 2PM!
HWANGCHANSUNG :D
20YEARS! (21K-AGE)
Continue eating your
bananas alright? HAHHAA I love your banana-filled diet!
&Just continue being Yourself(:


hellooooo!(:

I’m eating dinner – KFC. (Yes, I’m feeling the guilt)

Anyways.
It’s a Monday and I’m not supposed to be here. (Guilty, once again.)
Ohwell. I did chinese homework, so I guess I could reward myself? (Yeah, I’m just making excuses.)

We’re supposed to have Lit test today.
But the date was changed to the day right after CNY holiday. Fantastic. Cause I wanted it today :/

AM test on thursday! Fabulous.

Outing on Friday!
Cause NO GUIDES. HAHAHHAHA, just the right day to not have guides, hehehe.
I’m looking forward(:

Me&Valerie were playing ‘terrorists’ today.
Damn funny(; I LOVE OUR GUNS! hahah.

Today is not a day to celebrate but to Remember.
Bye Bye.

FIVE MONTHS.
We’re still waiting. At least, I know I Am.

For 
Seven ♥ / Eleven


Hey.

I’m really tired. It’s 11:15PM and I just got on the computer.
Well, tired meaning Physically&Mentally.

Yesterday (Or rather, today) I slept at about 3AM plus. Could’ve stayed on longer but didn’t have the willpower to not close my eyes.
Woke up by my mum at 11AM so we could go to the temple. We had to go ‘visit’ my late grandfather&uncle.
Then went to eat lunch.

Basically, I spent the whole morning and half the afternoon doing nothing.

Then went for tuition with Joeytok.

Note: Realise I didn’t put any ” :D and (: and HAHA or hahahah! ” ? Well, through this, you can see the extents of my depression. &It’s not cause i’m physically tired. Even if I were there’d still be some form of my normal happy self. Apparently, all gone.

So yeah, life sucks, doesn’t it?

Hmm, the only happy thing throughout the whole day is going for tuition. Amazing huh?

Anyways, went to Orchard and met up with my mum and bro.
I have no comments except for NEVER GO OUT WITH THEM TO ORCHARD AGAIN.
In fact, I know I’ve said this umpteen times before.
I was naive to think that it’d be a happy outing.
So yes, I am naive.

STUPID.
that’s what I call myself for wasting the whole freaking day.
Now, I didn’t touch a single damned homework or the freaking lit test.

DAMN IT.

But I can’t do any homework/studying now.
I will really fall asleep in the next five minutes.
I shall go watch FO to cheer myself up.
Cause I seriously need some great source of comfort for going through this rotten day.

bytheway, screw CNY just because I don’t have any new clothes.
Yeah, I’M THAT PISSED.
(I’ll chill after awhile, no worries. Until then, SCREW CNY.)

I WANT TO BE HAPPY.
- that’s what I put on FB as well. (because I ain’t)

Just for the sake of ending on a Happy Note,

FO <3

P.S. (Reminds Self) Add more new songs to mixpod! (Something to smile about – Listening to beautiful Music)


I’ve something to share with you! :D

FO EP80, Part2

Even though there are more than billions and billions of things in FO that made me laugh, I REALLY HAVE TO SHARE THIS.
Especially the part where Jaesuk/Jongkook/Haejin/Sungsoo(Guest) prepares for Heartbeat!! :D
Superbly HILARIOUS. :D :D
I laughed like crazy, I tell you!
&&Haejin has gotten so much more daring to dance :D (Yaye, So proud of him!!(: )
HAHAH, Jongkook’s infamous Heart dance!
&Jaesuk’s just Jaesuk!
The guest’s simply retarded(:
bytheway, I really have to thank hyori for suggesting Heartbeat to them! :D :D

FO EP80, Part3

Okay, So it opens with the other competing team (Daesung, Jongshin, Sooro, Hanseon(guest) )
HAH, The guest is really shy, cute in a way.
The ‘Beauties’ :
Jaesuk; looks weird. LOL
Daesung; HAHA, cute :D
Jongkook; I totally LOL-ed when they compared him with CL!
Hanseon(guest); funny, the way he walks in heels
Sungsoo(guest); The Seaweed Killer move. HAH.
Jongshin; One word: LOL.
(Continued from Part4)
Haejin; SO BEAUTIFUL!! Really Mesmerizing. Like OHMYGOSH, my love for parkhaejin just grew by a million times :D
Sooro; ‘Madonna’ (:

FO EP80, Part4

THE PERFORMANCES.
Bo Peep Bo Peep;
HAHAHHAHA, Dae’s cute here, obviously.
The rest, can see for yourself. I just LOL-ed, seriously :D

Heartbeat!;
HAHHAAH, DAEBAK!! :D
&&Haejin’s shyness is disappearing. Too bad FO isn’t gonna last for long.. ):
THE ENDING WAS THE BEST. Though poor Haejin got totally squashed by Jaesuk!
Ohmannn, I laughed so hard. – “It’s be strange if he didn’t mess up”. HAHAHHA!

FO EP80, Part5

The Encore! (Of the losing team)
I honestly think Hae’s team should’ve won.
Ahwells, get to see his Pretty face upclose again, -faints-
(How can a guy be so beautiful&handsome at the same time!) :D

I Shall End Here :D (Please Support FO!) :D

Bingeul Bingeul (Round&Round), (060210)

:D U-KISS IS JUST, WHOOO~
THEY LOOK LIKE ABSOLUTE ANGLES(:
&KEV’S HAIR IS NICE, NICE, NICE.
HAHAHAHAHHAH! <3
Great song, great dance, great looks, great people :D (Great fans!)



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